Monday, February 23, 2009
My Biggest Fear
| What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't. | |
| Losing Someone | |
| Disappointment | |
| Looked down on | |
| Commitment | |
| Where Your life is Going | |
| Death | |
| What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz | |
hm....found this in shirley blog and decided to try XD
seem like quite true eh ^_^
go try go try!!
2:42 AM
Thursday, February 5, 2009
I can do It
I'm sorry. Realli regret what i said yesterday, which make u dissapointed...
Couldn't hold my tear when i reaches hm and sit in my room to think about it.
U asked me whats my biggest goal in my life for dance,
actually my answer is Off Cuz to be a dope DANCER.
but i just dun have the courage to say it, cuz i'm afraid to say it by looking at the way i dance, i practice...
after hours of thought, i realize tt i shd change my ways of thinking...
no 1 is born as a dancer, its all about hard works...
just that some ppl may learn faster n some may learn slower.
i must believe that i'm not 2pid and useless, i m just a slow learner.
i can do it, i will show it.
Hope 1 day i will have the chance to dance with u guys...
Will defintely give my best shot to master my basic...
12:20 AM
Monday, January 12, 2009
Dance Class Are Out.
As usual i was at A1, all my brothers was scattered around A2,3,4 and B >.<"
Nvm...i will go studio everyday to find chance to practice with them...
cmon we can master our SEVEN de!! jia you ok?
Saturday was christine birthday, i never read the email and i wear full black at first, then when meet farid, ben, ronnie and david tt time, ben told me color clash >.<"
ahhhhh damn it man....so i went to Paragon to buy jean...got 10% cuz frd work there...
$134 after discount =\
Left with not much money now, i m a poor fuck T_T
Guess i need to start controlling my eating diet, was spending abt 15-18$ on food daily =X
plus buy cig =\
so far there is still no any motivation for me to quit yet =p
ok time to stop
byebye.
8:31 AM
Friday, January 9, 2009
Rusty.
Yeah! expected that after holiday come back dance sure turn rusty again...
Farid just teaches us his choreo on MAYBE by Jay Sean recently and the choreo is DOPE! i juz cant get tt feel =(
and oso ytd Ore teaches us some technics on animations. I was so freak out by his isolation~ but anyway it was fun to see every1 doing tt animationn tgt haha it was so cute.
oh ya oso learnt some bboy footwork from ben, the palm was pain man...
cuz my palm the skin very thin only =\
but i tink its worth it, no pain no GAIN!!
c'mon every1 let do it!!
shawnald lets train our powermove "Buttspin" tgt!! hahaha
ok time to concentrate in class le,
thx Farid , Ore and Ben~ =)
8:07 AM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Merry X'mas.
Merry X'mas everyone!
Didn't realli went for count down ytd...but movie instead with my buddies.
we watched "The day the earth stood still", kinda boring la the show haha, almost fell aslp man...
anyway i SO LONG NVR BLOG not BECUZ I LAZY OK!!
is BECUZ I DUN HAVE INTERNET canot login >.<" but getting a connection soon ba, hope so...
later at nite going ben house to celebrate x'mas then need to head to Double O to celebrate my birthday le...frd wanna celebrate my birthday earlier becuz 1 of them nid to go back her country le...SRY BEN i cant ton at ur hse todae...=(
1 thing i can cfm later, they sure make me drunk lata, n i going to prove them " A BARTENDER WILL NVR GET DRUNK" hahahaha...
19/20 dec 2008
danzation is finally over
all i wanna say is thank NRA for giving me the chance to perform in this dance production, i was very happy and honor to be given the chance.
hm....will not upload the photo here.. too many le...
will upload in my friendster later when i got my photo from my friend...
OH YA! 1 more last thing, i will be going to Bangkok on 1th jan 2009...with my frd...wish me good luck =D
ok cya
3:32 PM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Nervous-ing.
Yesshhhhhhhh~ Finally all my stress is over and all the excitement and nervous-ing has juz arrive!! BECAUSE common is over and DANZATION is coming~!! woohoo~
juz came back from Foreign Bodies dance production, after the production sort of make me felt enthu =D
Realli hope that i can dance like them 1 day...=( *Pray*
before going FB production, me, shawnald, stacey, anjo, ben, janny and louis went to partyworld at town to sing. Altho i seldom go ktv and my singing CMI, but still i do nt wish to miss or spoil the fun, I TRY MY BEST TO SHOW THEM HOW BADLY I CAN SING too >.<"
but i realli enjoy taking picture with them cause the cameraaa rox~
will upload the photo when i get it from anjo ;p
8th December 2008
headed to brother house to celebrate his wife birthday...we ordered pizza =D
after taking this picture and ate the pizza, i realise that y am i so 2pid!!!!! argghhh i should take out the pizza and take the picture rite? i like that take the pic like machiam at void deck found free pizza box and take hm action action n took picture to update lidat >.<
but nvm i wont be so 2pid next time le.
my lovely brother and his wife =)
hey its the sticky chewy chocolate icecream cake~the icecream was realli nice and off cuz the price is nice too haha...
oh ya duno y i sudenly tink of my BMW usher frenz =\
tinking back of the fun we have while working, make me wanna luff
we were like slacking all the way, chatting and playing while working.
we play with the walkie talkies when our boss is not around haha...
lai this is how we slack ^_^ hehex
we are the BMWalkies Crew haha..and yeah Mr Yan Soon this is for YOU
(9'.')==D BoxHuiNi.
hehe Gd Nitez
Peace.
12:33 AM
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Sick and Stress
小强终于生病了
omg omg omg!! damn it man so many thing to do nowaday!
and i accidentally fall sick...nb! got self-prac, work, common test and wadever la.
For self-practice : seriously i dun mind get tired through dance, cuz i like it, i like to dance, i like to dance with my friend, i like the team spirit we have while dancing tgt,
and i also like...=x
As for work : i wont get tired while working at my workplace, its like a place which u will never ever felt slpy 1, but i can only work fri/sat. Its located at Central Mall, NaNa Thai Disco.
oh ya i rmb when i 1st time went there to work as a bartender, i was shock that the thai gal there can actually sing thai, chinese, hokkien, canto and also KOREAN song 1 lor!
*also can drink for free to destress there* =X hahaha..
For common test: this is the only thing thats make me very very very fucking cb dulan kum headache. Its been 8 weeks, and i still duno how to do my WAD, EM3B, DEC wtf...i m realli scare, realli realli scare...
and also Ann is coming to see our guy choreo later at 8pm, hope that we can give our best to show her...whether we are ready for danzation is depend on later le?
ok thats all for todae MR YANSOON
dun push me to update =D
8:19 AM
